I went for a long run - 8 miles - probably the longest continuous run I've ever done in my life. It was a weird meditation feeling my body hum and hurt and litening to music. I feel strong. I'm going to get through this. I'm going to like being alone. Who's running all these miles? Me. No one else can do it for me. I need to remember that anyone else is just an accessory.
No boy exchanges today. Good.